Defying Gravi - *chokegaspcough*
Sep. 4th, 2004 12:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
perididdleGod, I can't breathe out of my nose. I try to kind of sing along with Idina during 'Defying Gravity' and end up suffocating.
I wish I could sing. Even when I'm not sick or anything I can't. But I want to. I want to sing and act and be on stage. I want to moo, or defy gravity or ugh ANYTHING, but I never will because my voice sucks. It's not like I could even get anywhere, I've thoroughly convinced myself that I don't have the looks to be an actress.
But damnit that's what I wanna do...I wanna be on stage. The thrill, the people, ahh I love it so much. But I don't think I could just be happy doing plays...I would want musicals. And as I said...I can't sing. I go flat way too easily...I get the notes, and at first to me it'll sound right, then they're half a step off. And ahh I can't go anywhere, and most of my notes come from my head. I can sing from my chest occasionally, if there's no one around and I can blast the volume of my music and just put as much into it as I can. Then it's still hard. But, really, compared to everyone I know (especially people like Cassie, who sings from her head but damnit she's good at it) I can't sing. And like I've whined previously in the post, that's what I wanna do, I want to act and sing in the same two hour performance.
*sigh*
Where'd this post come from? No idea. But meh I felt like ranting. *Shrug*
-Maddy
I wish I could sing. Even when I'm not sick or anything I can't. But I want to. I want to sing and act and be on stage. I want to moo, or defy gravity or ugh ANYTHING, but I never will because my voice sucks. It's not like I could even get anywhere, I've thoroughly convinced myself that I don't have the looks to be an actress.
But damnit that's what I wanna do...I wanna be on stage. The thrill, the people, ahh I love it so much. But I don't think I could just be happy doing plays...I would want musicals. And as I said...I can't sing. I go flat way too easily...I get the notes, and at first to me it'll sound right, then they're half a step off. And ahh I can't go anywhere, and most of my notes come from my head. I can sing from my chest occasionally, if there's no one around and I can blast the volume of my music and just put as much into it as I can. Then it's still hard. But, really, compared to everyone I know (especially people like Cassie, who sings from her head but damnit she's good at it) I can't sing. And like I've whined previously in the post, that's what I wanna do, I want to act and sing in the same two hour performance.
*sigh*
Where'd this post come from? No idea. But meh I felt like ranting. *Shrug*
-Maddy
