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perididdleI really don't want to go to this show. At all. I really mean it. I'm just gonna go crazy and screw everything up to hell and back, get yelled at for my mistakes, and give nothing but a shitty performance. Sleeping on the go-se piece of a couch they're sure to have and no computer, therefore no normal contact to people I'll WANT to talk to...
Ugh. This is going to drive me mad...then I have two more weekends of shows. Why the hell am I even doing this, it's not like I want to make showing horses my life. I love them, and RIDING them is something I truly enjoy, but showing has never been fun, it's always been stressful and I've never wanted to do it. *sigh*
Gao yang jong duh goo yang* I WANT TO STAY HOME.
-Maddy
*Now that I just wanted to use, even if it barely worked. Look it up... http://fireflychinese.home.att.net/
Ugh. This is going to drive me mad...then I have two more weekends of shows. Why the hell am I even doing this, it's not like I want to make showing horses my life. I love them, and RIDING them is something I truly enjoy, but showing has never been fun, it's always been stressful and I've never wanted to do it. *sigh*
Gao yang jong duh goo yang* I WANT TO STAY HOME.
-Maddy
*Now that I just wanted to use, even if it barely worked. Look it up... http://fireflychinese.home.att.net/
