perididdle | Why?

I don't get it...why do things happen? Why do people come and go? Why don't we understand why those things happen? I can't stop thinking about it now, and I don't like thinking about it. It's confusing and so, so sad...

I don't know what to say. I'm never good when things like this happen. I just wanna...I don't know. I'm sorry to Brendan, to Lish, to everyone who knew her. I wish things weren't so messed up in the world...so fucking messed up, and confusing, and wrong...

-Madison

Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: No Day But Today - I want to turn it off...but I can't...