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Hmm...I'm bored. I washed my horse today...it wasn't as evil as normal, because Mona told me just to get his bad spots. Which only took about 20-30 minutes, so then I banded him and brushed out his tail, and put him in his stall with the funny slinky that has to go over his head. With the riding and clipping, it really only took about 3 hours for both Kelsey and I to be finished. Which never happens...
And I'm not spazzing about the show tomorrow. It's small, really. We should have gone to it two weeks ago, and well we did, but it was rained out. More relaxed than last weekend's show. And, apparently, I'm first place OVERALL in this circut's showmanship. *Blink* God, I hate that class. So if I win here, I'm pretty much a sure fire win...but I'm going to a show next Friday, just so I can get a few more points, anyways. Then probably no more shows until November. Maybe, we might go to one the 18th...but I really don't wanna. I wanna break, dangit.
I had an odd dream last night...I don't remember a lot of it, though. I do remember someone paddling their boat in my lake, and their horse was pulling it...and I went to help them because they got stuck and they were fine. And I screwed up someone's cell phone, and there was this big bit where I was either at a Back to the Future convention, or someone I knew had a bunch of kick ass BTTF stuff. And I kept trying to get some of it, and in the end I think I did...and I remember things going dark and me being like right in the middle of that scene near the end of the 1st movie, where Marty has to get to the wire just as the lightning hits. I was THERE, in the movie, with the sparks flying and everything...that was kind of cool. Some other things happened...and it was all weird and kind of made up of images. Not much talking. But I remember being in this boarding-school type thing that I believe has been in my dreams before. And I kept talking to my friend, Jessie (not bopsiey, not sister)...and we kind of ran around for a while...then she pulled me into this room and said that she wanted to talk to me. And I guess people should know that I have a crush on Jessie. I really, really do...and I can't bring myself to tell her. But in the dream, she kept talking to me, and she started to say that she liked me, I swear she did. Then someone kicked in the door, and one of the twins in our grade...either Bethany or Brianna. I think it's Bri, because Bethany isn't a bitch...but anyways, and walks in and snaps at me for trying to take Jessie and starts making out with her...and Jessie hits her away and yells at her to get out. Note that Dream!Jessie hasn't told me that she likes me yet, but I kind of know it...and then all these things start happening that postpone it. Fishtanks explode, we have to run from the cops, my sister won't leave the room...and at one point I knew nothing would ever happen and a little bit after that I woke up. *Shrugs* It was just odd.
It kind of upset me, too. Since I always have this feeling that Jessie does flirt with me...she's the only person in my grade that knows I'm bi...and well I don't know. I like her a lot. But every time I want to tell her that, I don't, because I see no point in it at all. Hey, I like you. She'd never do anything cept just say that's fine...but maddy you're just my friend...you know that right...
*Sigh*
-Maddy
Hmm...I'm bored. I washed my horse today...it wasn't as evil as normal, because Mona told me just to get his bad spots. Which only took about 20-30 minutes, so then I banded him and brushed out his tail, and put him in his stall with the funny slinky that has to go over his head. With the riding and clipping, it really only took about 3 hours for both Kelsey and I to be finished. Which never happens...
And I'm not spazzing about the show tomorrow. It's small, really. We should have gone to it two weeks ago, and well we did, but it was rained out. More relaxed than last weekend's show. And, apparently, I'm first place OVERALL in this circut's showmanship. *Blink* God, I hate that class. So if I win here, I'm pretty much a sure fire win...but I'm going to a show next Friday, just so I can get a few more points, anyways. Then probably no more shows until November. Maybe, we might go to one the 18th...but I really don't wanna. I wanna break, dangit.
I had an odd dream last night...I don't remember a lot of it, though. I do remember someone paddling their boat in my lake, and their horse was pulling it...and I went to help them because they got stuck and they were fine. And I screwed up someone's cell phone, and there was this big bit where I was either at a Back to the Future convention, or someone I knew had a bunch of kick ass BTTF stuff. And I kept trying to get some of it, and in the end I think I did...and I remember things going dark and me being like right in the middle of that scene near the end of the 1st movie, where Marty has to get to the wire just as the lightning hits. I was THERE, in the movie, with the sparks flying and everything...that was kind of cool. Some other things happened...and it was all weird and kind of made up of images. Not much talking. But I remember being in this boarding-school type thing that I believe has been in my dreams before. And I kept talking to my friend, Jessie (not bopsiey, not sister)...and we kind of ran around for a while...then she pulled me into this room and said that she wanted to talk to me. And I guess people should know that I have a crush on Jessie. I really, really do...and I can't bring myself to tell her. But in the dream, she kept talking to me, and she started to say that she liked me, I swear she did. Then someone kicked in the door, and one of the twins in our grade...either Bethany or Brianna. I think it's Bri, because Bethany isn't a bitch...but anyways, and walks in and snaps at me for trying to take Jessie and starts making out with her...and Jessie hits her away and yells at her to get out. Note that Dream!Jessie hasn't told me that she likes me yet, but I kind of know it...and then all these things start happening that postpone it. Fishtanks explode, we have to run from the cops, my sister won't leave the room...and at one point I knew nothing would ever happen and a little bit after that I woke up. *Shrugs* It was just odd.
It kind of upset me, too. Since I always have this feeling that Jessie does flirt with me...she's the only person in my grade that knows I'm bi...and well I don't know. I like her a lot. But every time I want to tell her that, I don't, because I see no point in it at all. Hey, I like you. She'd never do anything cept just say that's fine...but maddy you're just my friend...you know that right...
*Sigh*
-Maddy
