*Ponder*

*Scribble*

Occasionally, I wish I had the talent to draw. I used to be able to force myself to bring out some kinda nice (IMO) horses, considering I was in 4th or 5th grade around the time. I try every so often now, and I can't figure out where to put my pencil, why everything looks so off, ect....and it annoys me a lot...because I do miss drawing my horses, randomly sketching them out and drawing the wings and the tail and naming them. Kinda weird, but, yeah...

I can sometimes to my odd profiles of dragons. Falk is all cute and by far my favorite, with the bird wings, oh I love him to pieces. But, aside from that, everything I want to draw I immediately decide against, because I know I can't. I have some nice little blocky issues there...

Hmm, this was raaaaandom. And I have words I need to do. But after that I'm gonna try to draw. And come back whining. Yay. -.-



-Maddy

Horsies...

So...switching trainers. Mona has gotten very, VERY easily angered, annoying and every little mistake or simple question can't go without her bitching you out. She's gotten WAAY to tough on the likes of Kelsey, and I hate watching it, and I don't appreciate her yelling at me for being nervous, and telling my parents they should get me drugs so I can calm down and get my horse over the fence. And my parent's haren't happy that she's demanding, and talks about getting a horse while I'm around. And I hate showing as of now, I don't want to do it this year, and she's very pushy with it. I still think she's a good teacher, and I have known her for almost 3 full years now. I've learned a LOT from her, but I think I want someone different. *Shrug*

My lesson with the probable new trainer is Saturday the 4th. She's a hunter-jumper trainer, with 4 horses (of her own) and an outdoor arena. She teaches at William Woods (I think) and trains at the summer riding program, which is HUGE and supposed to be incredible. More expensive than Mona, but we're not leasing or boarding a horse, or getting it shoes, or even going to shows anymore, so *shrug*. One lesson a week, I could deal.

Till then, I'll probably have 1 or 2 lessons with Mona, and that's it. That means 2 more times to see Bummer. It upsets me, because despite how much of an ass he is, I love that damn horse. He was gonna leave anyways, but it just still makes me sad. *Sigh*

Annnnd I guess that'll be all. *Hops off*

-Maddy