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Ahh, all is good. We're watching the Lion King Special Edition. YAY YAY YAY!

Oh, yeah, champagne. We got champagne. From my mom. We're loopy. It's just like when we thought the "virgin" strawberry daiquiris had fooled around.

La la la. This'll be a short post. Tra la la.

-Maddsies

*Giggles at her mood*
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Anyone have any spare hugs? Can I please have them? I have many many hugs from Jen and Jessi on the phone but does anyone else have hugs?

My mom is getting really frustrated and she yelled at me, and then my dad. Then they started fighting, and I ran outside with my floppy disk and sat in the car for a while. My dad came out and got me, and then we talked a little, and I started crying AGAIN, and then I went out and sat outside because, lo and behold, more yelling. Yeah, I paced around the deck doing the Drusilla hands-in-hair thing and saying, "I don't like the yelling, stop the yelling, someone, please," over and over and over until I sat in a chair and quite frankly just swayed back and forth until my dogs came, and they didn't stop the yelling either but I could still ask em. But then my dad came up and he hugged me and then my mom talked. I was mad at her, so I kinda just looked at the ground, but I gave her a hug because I know she's having a hard time with her job and everything, so I can't blame her.

Then I hunted down the phone and called up Jessi...she didn't answer so I left a message, a very pathetic one, where I said...

"Hey, it's me....*Pause while I try to keep composure* I called because I need someone to talk to...*Voice has gone squeaky* So, ummm, call me, anytime, please, I'll pick up...bye.*Hangs up*"

Yeah. Then my mom found me and talked some more and I actually said words this time, but still kinda silent because she said that she and my dad were having problems. Then I went and closed the bathroom doors and sat on the sink and called Jessi again.

"Hi, it's Maddy, again I'm sure you couldn't tell that it was me in the last message, but yeah. I still need to talk, *Insert voice going bad somewhere around here* and you're not on, but I guess I feel okay knowing you'll get this...but I gotta go. Bye."

There were beeps...Jessi called me halfway through the message. She hadn't listened to the first one so when I said hi she kinda said "Maddy?" and well I think she was really kinda freaked when I couldn't talk cause I was crying. But she calmed me down, told me t'was gonna be fine, and she sacrificed making her hair pretty for me. I feel very loved, cause Jessi only does that for me. She cheered me up, and I got on the computer to talk to Jen. *Hugs Jen* she helped very muchly, too. I love my friends.

I've been having a bad night...I'll probably collapse on the couch with a little bit of food and watch Firefly or Buffy. I might skip out on horseback tomorrow...it depends on if a) I wanna eat a birthday meal with my sister and mom, b) when that would be and c)if I feel any better. Yeah. I do feel a lot better now, but I don't know if I'll want to do. If I do maybe I'll ask Mona if I could just ride, no jumping. *Shrugs*

-Maddsies

*Points to mood* And scared/worried, but I could only have one.

Tra la la

Dec. 28th, 2003 11:23 am
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"I have a Palm Pilot now. Cept it's ugly...and it's not really a Palm Pilot. It's like a calculator with the little pointer thing. And I can't turn it on."

Gotta love Jessi.

Her first word was, surprisingly enough, 'mine' and her first sentence was "Have that!" followed by, "But I neeeeeed it!"

Yeah. Jessi. One of two or three best friends. They're all weird.

That's about all I have to say...lol.

-Maddsies

Ahh...

Dec. 27th, 2003 01:51 pm
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Yes, I'm hoping this layout starts working. I had to go back and scrap the over rides and work them out by hand. No copy paste, no, cause that didn't work. Ugh. If this doesn't work, leave a comment or something.

But anyways, I got to use my new icon. Yay. I found it in a Firefly icon journal. Woots! It's fun.

I might get to go get Buffy season 5 and Firefly today. And Jessi will probably come over for New Years Eve and New Years, bringing FRIENDS Season 5, Lion King movies, other weird DVDs like that. Yayrah. Jessi amuses me greatly.

I dunno what else to talk about. I just NEEDED to post here cause it felt like something was wrong. It was kinda weird.

Hmm...*hugs Catty* she's starting to worry about Sevvie, though she doesn't know why he's been all quiet lately. She's probably going to hang out at the house a lot today so she can try and be around him as much as she can. She lurves our Sevvie and wants to see if he's okay. Damn muses.

*Also hugs the new horsie* STILL no name. But he has a really pretty English trot when Catty gets up on him under English tack. She was gonna just walk him a lot, but she finally made him do a posting trot and canter around the arena a few times each direction. Pretty horsie.

I have to get ready for a party thing being held my my parent's friends. But it's Carolyn and Scott (not Scot, Mr. BuffyAngelFireflyMST3k cool obsession guy), and they let me watch DVDs and play on the computer and they're just all around cool. So I'll be good. And if I can find it, I'll prolly get to wear my fun red/pink/white striped, button-up oxford shirt with black pants and my BOOTS. YAY YAY YAY RAH!

Whoa. Scary 'I love clothes and my 3 inch heel boots' moment. *Shudders*

-Maddsies
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Yes, like three days later I have a new layout. It's quite sad. But I didn't make any of it, which is even worse. I'm also trying to get another icon...I'll get around to making a layout myself...maybe after I actually watch the show. I might go get it tomorrow or Sunday, which means, 'YAY!'

I have to ditch FRIENDS until I have more money, though. I have $75 dollars, enough for Buffy season 5 and then most of another DVD set. I could get FRIENDS Season 5, Angel Season 1, or Firefly. And, well, I know what happens in FRIENDS, plus Jessi has that season, I can steal from her, and I can see Angel sooner or later in syndication. Firefly is the logical choice.

*Hugs her CDs* I'm living on The Spirit Room and Dixie Chicks Live. I'm kinda pathetic. But I shut them off to watch 'Beer Bad' and the 'Wild At Heart' commentary. Be proud. lol.

Hmm...I'm still in a Morca/Amit mood...*Toddles off to maybe make time lines. Everyone go 'ooooo, ahhhhh'*

-Maddsies
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Ahh...it's not right, it's all sunny and green. No snow. Grr. But anyways, whole family, makes things better. And presents...what did everyone else get? I'll see if I can remember what I got...

A DVD Player for in the basement

Seabiscuit DVD/Book package

Seabiscuit 'The Lost Documentary'

Michelle Branch : The Spirit Room (*Hugs her aunt* YAY YAY YAY! YOU ROCK!)

Snoopy's Guide to Writing Life (*More hugs for her aunt*)

A horse puppet thing

TOE SOCKS! WOOT!

The Friends Trivia Game (Another copy, but newer and kinda different)

A Kite (Yeah, dorky, but from Tony. Who rocks, and it was for this...)

An aerial camera you put to a kite or something to take pictures from the air.

Dixie Chicks live CD

Ellen DeGeneres 'Taste This' CD

Black Beauty DVD

Drawing Horses

And a few smaller things that I can't really remember. No BUFFY. Or FRIENDS. But I have enough money for one of those and half of the other, so I'm good, and I can watch it down here in the basement. Yay, yay, yay. Fave present...*Glomps her Michelle Branch CD* that or Seabiscuit, prolly. And I'll be happy bout the DVD machine, fine. Lol

Ahh, good Christmas.

-Maddsies
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BehindBlueEyes )

I felt like listing Drakie's theme song. At least that's who we assigned it to, right, Lish? Well it still works. I just need to download it...oh...wait...'The Who'...DAD! RECORDS! CONNECTION BEING MADE! LIGHT BULB GOING OFF!

(20 minutes later)

WOW. Awesome song. And of course Emi heard the acoustic guitar part and started listening...she was just overcome with joy when the electric guitar came in. Yeah, I'll be hearing the music to that for a bit. And she'll prolly end up changing the lyrics so she could sing it. She can sing it now, but well it's kinda weird, lol.

Oh, but yeah, 20 minutes cause we listened to the song on the record after that, then my sister showed up. Jesse rocks, she's very fun. I love my sister.

Oh, oh this morning was kinda funny. I guess I had a dream about the muses, but the only part I remembered was there was something about Amit and Morca. And then while I stared at the ceiling for two hours when I woke up, I tried to set up a time line for them. It ends up being kinda annoying, so I have to either make her a year younger or a year older, cause well she'd have the twins when she's 15...I think, I didn't put birthdays into play, but well yeah that annoyed me. But, anyways, Morca was awake, so she starts muttering to herself...

"Well either way, it's all going to be the same. And I'm just gonna be one of the many girls the god damn son of a bitch is sleeping with. I'm just the only one that's pregnant at the time, and the only one that gives a shit about him, so I get him to...oh hell, I dunno if he ever loved me at all, he just thought I was hot. And what a show he put on, though, pretending to care about Emi and Jason. That bastard. I fought him but somehow he'd figure out how to get to me so I'd wake up with bruises. Thank god he never hurt the kids though, he'd be dead right now if he had. Ugh, I hate him. Now I'm all pissed off just because of him. Fuck Amit, I'm going outside."

And then she kinda stormed off. I could almost picture her lighting a cigarette or something before that, if, you know, Morca smoked much. (For about a year as a slave (before Amit), she did when she could. She quit, but every so often, as in maybe a few times at year, she'll get a really nasty kick and she has a few, but she hasn't even done that since April.) Emily and Jason were kinda nearby, so they both looked uneasy. That's what Morca does when she gets worked up, she doesn't realize who is nearby. But Emi found her later and talked a little bit and gave her a hug...and then they worked together to hunt down Jason and tackle him into a hug. Morca feels much better now, Emi is happy that she's happy, and Jason can't fix his hair cause the girls messed it up, but otherwise he's fine too. It's all good and HIGHLY amusing.

Ahh, I might write some, uh, select relationships now. Or take a song from this NaNo thread (What Song Could You Write A Novel About) and write a short story. But anyways...

-Maddsies
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LISHA HAS LEFT. I KNOW IT. *Is sad* But I got to open a Christmas present, and it's Finding Nemo on DVD. Bwaha.

Hmmm THERE'S NOTHING TO DO. NO LISHA. NO JEN. NO KELLY. There is a Jessi on the phone, but that's it. *<---That was Jessi should feel special comment*

Oh, but now there is a Kelly. Yay.

I think I just scared Jessi. Bwa. Bwahaha. Fun, fun.

I logged online and saw Jen's SN and I'm very happy for her. And I get to go to New York City. She get's Las Vegas and I get NYC. Very fun.

Hmm I have nothing else to say...cept my muses are skating on the lake at the House. Yes, it's cold there. And snowy. It different here, but the muses can have any weather they want. Grr. And how in the world is it not dark there...*Sigh*

Merry Christmas all!

-Maddy

New layout

Dec. 24th, 2003 01:39 pm
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I finally got this to work...I think. I love muh Bummer boy so, so much. I dunno if I like the rest of the layout, but I like the background well enough. And the icon.

I made Jen a 'Bowie' icon cause she didn't have one. Methinks she's happy. Yay.

I have to go get Christmas presents today. Gah, aren't I pathetic? Yep. My muses mostly have their presents, but, again, I know NOTHING. Why do you know what your muses have, Lishas? Mine are really evil, I guess.

*Sev can't see this, by the way* Catty got Sevvie a drum set. Yeah, Icy kinda bowed out and let Cat be the only person that gift was from. She's really being good lately. I wonder what she's getting Sev instead, cause she's told me many times that she's not telling him that she wrote the letter. Snaps for Icy.

I think I'm getting addicted to this journal already. It's great fun. I'm also getting addicted to the part where I rant about the new horsie. Catty rode him in Western tack today off the lunge line, with Emi riding Trooper nearby just in case. The new horse (who STILL needs a name, Cat's just says 'Hey, buddy' right now) was a bit skittish and he gawked around, but near the end he was pretty good. Just walking and trotting, and then Emi and Cat traded horses for a bit, so Emily jog trotted him on one end of the arena place, and Catty jumped Trooper on the other half. I think they were two, two 1/2 foot jumps, so it was nothing big, and she went over the a single three times and a double twice. Think she just needed to fill her English fix for the day.

I'm in love with this song, dangit...

-Maddsies
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Owww. I'm gonna hurt tomorrow. Really bad day of jumping...first Bummer would just duck to the left, then right, then left...and he killed a bucket and a PVC pipe. Three times. Finally got him over it, but took a looong while.

Mmm, and I was COLD. But now I'm here where the fire is and it's all warm, and I have Whose Line, and they're playing Greatest Hits of the International Spy. *Giggle*

Catty lunged her new horsie a bit today, and since he did so well, she put a western saddle on him and asked Morca to keep hold of the lunge line in the center and then she climbed up. A day early, but she just walked, trotted, and loped about once around, then turned around and did it again. Her horsie was a perfect gentleman, aside from snorting and kicking just a tad when she first got up. Then he settled and went well enough, and they got him trotting faster to see his English gates. SO PRETTY. Damn, Cat can really pick out horses.

Colin: "Hey, Ryan, when you hear 'license to kill', what do you think of?"

Ryan: "My ex-wife!"

Ahh I might post later, if I write somethin, but for now, toodles...

-Maddsies

*Yawns*

Dec. 22nd, 2003 09:46 am
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*Yawns again*

I have horseback riding today, around 2 if it doesn't rain and/or snow. But instead of me and Kelsey putting English saddles onto our horses and learn from Mona, there are gonna be as many students as we can have without sharing horses, and we're all prolly gonna put on Western saddles and play games for two hours. Then we’re gonna have a little Christmas party until about 6, but it’s mostly about the games, lol.

Rants )

Ahh, most of this is a pointless rant to myself, which is why there’s the cut. Go there if you wanna read the whole thing.

-Maddsies

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